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Friday, August 27th, 2004
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10:59 pm
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So yesterday I started my first day at my new job as a waitress.
A little time goes by, and I glanced out the window to the parking lot. I see this older lady opening all the doors to her car, but no one came out. She eventually shut all the 4 doors. She walked into the sports bar (where I work) Took a seat at the very end of a booth. I approached her and asked her what she would like to drink. She replied, "I would like a water, decaffienated coffee, and a bud light draft." No problem, so I went and gave her, her three drinks. I asked her if she would like to order some food. She responded,
"just a moment please?"
"yes what may I help you with?"
"Can you please move the ashtray to the center of the table please?"
so I did that. An hour goes by after checking up on her a few times, she didn't want anything to eat. I got bored and started washing the tables, out of no where I hear her "WOODY ITS ONLY FOR THE ORAL SATISFACTION." She wasn't with any guest. Time and time goes by, she finally wanted to order, she ordered a small cheese pizza with a side of sour cream and scallions, tabisco sauce, and ketchup. She then asked me to move the pizza to the center of the table rather than in front of her. After a couple of beers, she started talking more and more to her self, it was crazy. I went to check up on her and she wanted her bill, I kept glancing back at her, and she turned and faced the wall and started talking to it, it was bizzarre.
she left me a dollar tip for a 20 something dollar order and sitting there being weird for about 5 hours. As she proceeded to leave, she held the door open for about 5 minutes. it was crazy.
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| Sunday, July 4th, 2004
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12:51 am
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| Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
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5:30 pm
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wow, youre all just pathetic, youre not friends of mine. YOu all never ask me to hang out, IF im not the one calling, no plans are made, and you bitch that youre bored.
Wow, you all can find tons of time to talk to me at work, but outside work, nope youre out digging a deeper hole up your boyfriend/girlfriend's asses. Too good for me on that one
I also find it amusing that most of you, would not know the person youre dating or hanging out with, IF IT FUCKING WASN'T FOR ME. yep ME! And its pathetic that you dropped me like a bad habit for that person when A, I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG.
YOu shouldn't be hurt by this, Im willing to bet that the most of you didn't even read this, why? OH I'll TELL YOU, you don't FUCKING CARE!! wow, wasn't that hard?
Im dropping you all, LIKE A BAD HABIT, remember, What goes around, COMES AROUND!
don't fucking talk to me, don't fucking leave gay comments, and DON'T FUCKING CALL MY CELLPHONE.
Obviously, I need you as much as you been there for me, never.
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11:26 am
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la la la
yesterday was probably the most fun I've had all summer, no joke.
I had to work 8-4:30, then came home with chris and Lindsay. I started talking to linsday and what not, shes a really sweet person out of work. She seems shy and all this, but shes fucking awesome, I did have a lot of fun with her. Thennn her and I went to the pool hall with doug and chris, where I play DANCE REVOLUTION for the first time, I had a blast lol. then we went back home for a few to wait for dale (lindsays's boyfriend) to get home from work and to our house. Then her and I went to seven-11 got some slurpees, then off to the pool hall again! We met up with victoria at Lindsay's house, then drove around ;) I don't know why but it was seriously so much fun, I <3d it
but I really need something to do today.
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| Friday, July 2nd, 2004
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6:42 pm
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ahhhhhhh I just wanna go all fucking crazy, im trying to call brian to see what the hell is up, his phone is shut off for now, and its just driving me all fucking crazy. Yes I probably do miss him and it might explain why Im going so fucking crazy, but its like geeze...Im so tired and that just makes everything 10X worse.
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| Thursday, July 1st, 2004
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10:58 am
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+need to get bedroom furniture
+need to get car and liscense
+need to get school clothes shopping started
+need to get new computer
all before the middle of august.
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| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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9:18 pm
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how fucking dare you decieve me in all ways possible.
how fucking dare you?
whats fucking pathetic is..
I could have been doing exactly the same thing you were. But you know what? Im not fucking immoral, I have a heart for once, and YOu'll never meet another girl who has one, especially the way you do things. How dare you get me caught up in your mental illness.
Youre just a regina for todd.
lol..
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5:39 pm
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so yeah, I called him, and hes got his own apartment now
thats FUCKING SWEET
(Im talking about my boie brian)
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4:49 pm
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wow, I was reading thorough my older lj ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) samm3y and I SERIOUSLY miss brian. He was such a cool kid. He didn't have a temper with me or anything. I know that in life we'll never get back together, considering how my life is going every which way. I would still like to be friends with him, he was such a cool kid. All though Im liking Todd again, that wouldn't work out either, I don't know why, but there is something missing, a step thats missing.
I need to get my mind out of boys...
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| Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
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10:17 pm
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wow, if this is as far as you can read, you should remove me (because I obviously removed you) THANKS IN ADVANCE
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2:09 pm
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your weak morals left you to be decieved, all the time.
I love sarah, and I Love jamie. but damn this circle of drama, needs to turn into a circle of love. I cannot be a link to one side of each of you, we shall link together, im not saying you two have to be bestfriends, but at least friends? acquaintiance?
Ryan, you should have told me earlier that you cannot fucking stand me, and that im just an attractive friend, yeah thats really nice of you, thanks pal :-D, good looking out on that one!! Im glad you finally did become a friend of mine AND told me that you cannot be friends with me because im too LOUD!! oh well I'll get over it, if im not already.
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12:24 am
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| Friday, June 25th, 2004
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1:57 pm
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well since I have a lot to say, I deleted the other 2 entries prior to this one.
Yesterday and the few days prior have been very fun at work and such, I've enjoyed myself. I seriously love todd, and working with him. Hes such a sweetheart, any girl that wins his heart will be very lucky. I met his grandma yesterday, shes a sweetheart as well. Shes so cute, she was telling me how he helps her out and showing me pictures of him when he was a little boy. I love her, im seriously going to be walking around just to look for her, shes a doll, she reminds me a lot of my grandma that passed away a few years ago.
Well I got more hours yesterday, another day to work :-)! I seriously love my work place, and working everywhere instead of just one place all the time, I get to talk to the other workers in the other areas, its just better than staying in ONE AREA.
schedule
yesterday 8-5
saturday 5-10
sunday 5-10
monday 1-6
tuesday 4-10
so thats like 28 hours. Last night J'adore and I hung out, that was pretty fun, we got some ladie time in, we walked around her hood, then went over to visit where I used to babysit, and played with the little girl Justine. I swear, she grew up a lot, shes still cute as ever though. Her mom is not doing so well :'(, so Im going to try to visit her more often than just once every two years, because thats going to be very hard on her and the family. Her brother wasn't there, I miss him hes crazy lol. Then we walked around by de la salle, where I started to remember everything about brian, I remebered where his one nice friend lived, it was getting crazy. I do miss that kid Indeed. He was such a nice boy. Im so scared to call his cell, his sister or mom will probably kill me. I know how his family is and everything, Im not going to ever have a chance with him again, but he would be a good friend though. I don't miss him like that, just being his friend and bugging him. Im starting to realize that I miss a lot of people. I really do miss my grandma, yesterday was just one of those reminder days of how much you miss people, and how time has really changed. It scares me a bit. but im ready for it.
I miss kim, and ryan, and sarah, and ahh everyone.
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| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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10:48 pm
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I wish there was always and explanation. For everytime you fall for someone, why are you always happy in their presence, but you cannot depend upon yourself for happiness? How do we allow that person to dictate how we feel? What inside allows us to be gulliable, when we expect happiness from ourselves? When the reality hits us hard, we take it badly, and we made very unwise choices. If it was ever human possible to divert all these choices, thought, moods evenly, would there be any problems?
and again, were human..
Why do we always fall for someone at the wrong time in life? And once its over, why do we give our whole heart away to be stomped on over and over again? We go through raging hell that we call life. trying to recover from this misery. We crave the blade that cuts too deep.
What happend to strength in a person? were people ever strong in their hearts? Why would we allow ourselves to be acceptable that people hurt us? Ones we love that hurt us?
and again, no one will ever understand me because thats the inverse of me. not me.
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10:12 pm
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this is why I love kmart
tommorrow 9-3 pharmacy
sunday 3-10 hba scott called me and asked me to come in at 1
monday 6-9 pharmacy the pharmacist wants me to stay back there :-) he says im doing pretty well.
tuesday 4:30-10 greeter jill let me clock in a half hour earlier
wednesday 5-10 hba I get to work with todd again( oh yes im in Love )
I love my manager jason. These stupid kids decided to rip off the coin dispensor off the little candy machines, and hes like.."those fucking bastards" Then hes like "yeah one day these kids screwed off the lids on a lot of them, no one was watching and I got hungry and started eating some of the candy" lmfaooo
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12:23 pm
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INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.
01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin (usually)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
</strong>34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin (died at birth)
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look (sometimes)</strong>
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. O. in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
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10:33 am
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lmao last night was a blast
keywords
+PLUNGER
+hunter MASK
+toilet seats
and again I seriously love todd's confused ass, and his story about boloney LMFAO
I love kim, and ditch a ho ryan
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| Friday, June 18th, 2004
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3:19 pm
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| Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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11:46 am
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:'( I cannot find my speghetti strap for sarah, god why am I always such a mess at things?
Im so serious I ruin everything for myself..
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| Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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4:10 pm
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well I fixed up my lj, and it looks better than just the blue and white.
I want an entry border, but I don't want the dotted one, thats so ugly. lol.
and btw, this lj is going to be Friends Only
+If youre on here, YOURE going to stay
+If youre not and you know I consider you a REASONABLE PERSON. you may be added
+Don't ask me to add you if I don't know you, because its not gonna happen :-D
+This lj is for a mature audience, which in all means NO DRAMA tolerated, anyone starting drama WILL BE banned from COMMENTING, until I feel it neccessary to UN-ban YOU.
♥
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